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My good friends called me Lindaling. ♥ They say I have a joker smile. But still I'm proud of myself and my name. Shy with strangers,Crazy with friends. I love blue and drummer. Mixed of Javanese and Boyanese. Family and friends come first in my thoughts. A smile is a must. =)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Grey and Dark

Dear God, please forgive me for what I've done.
Protect me from the whisper of evil.
Please give me iman and show me the correct path for me to walk.
Please protect this relationship.
Because I just love him as much as I love myself. Because I don't want to live in regrets.
Thank God, that I realized this......

Friday, May 25, 2012

Sunday, May 20, 2012

You Missed me?

I'm sorry for the late updates. I was too engrossed with my new sexy phone, S2 till I got no time to update this precious blog of mine. Well, to my Mr, please update your dusty blog too, cause I'm interested in whatever you blog. *winks*

Anws, life have been so so good. Now everyone is busy with their schedules. More to come for mine. Just last week, I have to stay back to study in school with the friends since Quiz is coming this week. Mind you, 3 quizzes. How to survive like this? Sigh much. I need to sit down and really study and write some notes. I just need to do that alone without any distraction. Well, Insyaallah, I will make time for my study time ok. I can only study in school or outside my house. :) I know I can do it just that I need to discipline myself.

Put aside that, my relationship is good and insyallah it will turn out to be great. Honestly, I've never been so happy like this. He can make my day. He can be so annoying but I kept falling hard on him. In love again and again. Alhamdulilah. Though there's some days I can be very bad and mean to him but at the end of the day, he can tolerate my nonsense. Tell me, which relationship doesn't undergoes this? There will be always one time you just need his special attention towards you. You can be selfish. You can be that 'girl who doesn't understand' type of a girl but what matters the most was to talk things out with your partner. Putting aside your ego and everything gonna fall into places again. Trust me. I had enough of arguments. I had enough of not being good with someone I love and it's time to change. I want to change for myself for my happiness not because he said so. Just imagine, if I'm the type who always controlled him but at the same time, I don't want him to control me and that was so so unfair. I'm not being fair with him. I'm just selfish. No. I don't want to repeat my same mistakes like in my previous relationship. Maybe I didn't trust the old him like how I trust my bf. I have to compare between you and him. I think, it was a mistake to be in love with him. Till my heart broke into pieces. There's a scar in my heart, but my bf heal it with his love. He did not said "I love you" for free like that, he proved it to me that he really really loves me. He respected me. He is just so awesome. I regard him not only my boyfriend but my as my best friend as well. I can share, I can talk anything that I want with him without being tired of it. Hey you, I love you more and more every seconds, minutes and time. :D


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"Dear Khairi, can I keep you?"

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

After a year and 23 months of using my E72, I've finally decided to change to a new phone. Welcoming Galaxy S2 white chick. Hehe. In love with the phone although it cost me a bomb but I don't care as long as I know that  I'm gonna use it for a long run. :) Ouh yes, upgraded my plan with SmartSurf 100 and recontract it as a student plan. How can I not happy? :) So now, my bf and I have the same phone and let's regard it as a couple phone maybe? It's easier since we can WhatsApping with each other instead of texting using the normal sms which will cause him a bomb also. :) 

I just don't know what to blog about as my eyes now are getting heavier and heavier. I am so sleepy why? Because I didn't sleep after subuh till now. All thanks to my S2 for keeping me company and kept myself busy customizing the apps and changing of themes etc. 

Just so you know, I don't give a damn if you don't like my attitude. I don't give a damn if you want to make faces at me or talk behind my back. I don't give a damn about everything. If you can't take my joke, you can just die of boredom cause you don't have life. Lain kali, takmo ckp orng nie suke merajuk lah, cari pasal lah. Kan terkene ngn batang hidung sendiri. -.-" Whatever it is, I'm not Linda who you used to know. *winks*


Saturday, May 5, 2012